When I left the house with you it was a kind of game,
to walk the vacant sidewalk under an uncommon sun
until we reached where the car was parked,
opened the doors, sat and felt
the hot, still air cling heavily to our unaccustomed bodies
like an atmosphere transposed out of a different time and place.
I felt that we were doing something transgressive,
and act of defiance against man and God,
though of course we would meet no one,
stay six feet away from any other human signs.
You drove us out of town and down the motorway,
and I was shocked to find that in the weeks I’d spent indoors
winter had given up completely.
A violent green had weeded up everywhere I looked
and it felt wrong,
as though a transitional frame was missing.
I waited in the car as you went shopping
for a few small things.
The parking lot was empty except for a few others
like ourselves,
who shuffled to and fro like living ghosts.
The world had changed, and we had changed,
I passed the time until you returned
by reading the news and learning what new numbers died
and disliking this game, wanting out.
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